In this article, the author discusses the experience of having a mother who is attractive and youthful, leading to both admiration from others and feelings of discomfort for the author. The author describes how their mother's appearance has drawn attention and compliments from others, causing the author to feel protective and possessive. The author also reflects on how their mother's beauty has affected their own self-image and relationships. Ultimately, the author grapples with the complexities of having a mother who is considered attractive by societal standards, and the impact it has had on their own life and perceptions.